i find myself alone when each day is through

today i went to work, and then to Anders.
we played some xbox and had a good time :D
then at 01 00 i went to the train, but missed the bus in Oslo and had to wait until 03 35...
so i sat down at a bar and ordered one beer after the other by myself to stay busy. then a random 50 year old woman came over to me, and literally said: "my brother isn't home tonight, do you want to come with me to his apartment?". after half an hour of trying to be nice to her, i finally left and got my bus home...

happy birthday nora and susanne! too bad i missed out on hanging out with both of you..

live - walk the line (johnny cash cover)

i summon you here my love

brendan benson cancelled oslo
im going to a muse concert on sunday
spoon is perhaps my new favorite band

we were hoping for some romance, all we found was more despair

when you discover something great, chances are someone else discovers the same thing every morning when they wake up next to her



flux - bloc party

i tried, but she lies: she's a deciever. i might just leave her be

back to school, and fortunately more positive about stuff!
cut back on work also, and getting a little more structured otherwise. no improvement on motivation yet though..

soon the big concert month of this year is up! muse, brendan benson, white lies and the mars volta :) very excited.


b benson - garbage day

you're proving to be a hard habit to kick

today has really been a "picking up the loose ends" day, during which I've made a list of things i need to do, and one by one begun to cross them off.
I've:
organized my school papers
finished the three books i had to read
cleaned my room
cleaned my computer & gotten a new anti-virus
and
WORKED OUT! I went for a 6 km run (4 miles..) and did some push-ups and sit-ups. that's more in one day than in all of the month before!

all in all, pretty useful. now off to dinner, and then studying history.


Brendan Benson - Don't Wanna Talk

bringing me down? can't bring me down!

finally done working for this week! so its proper fall break time!
and i got my heavy little paycheck, so thats good too!
tomorrow is shaping up nicely.

Here, a rare happy song from Ryan Adams

shame on you for thinking you're an exception

so today was an interesting day.. the guy who worked yesterday did a horrible job, so i got to yell at him. and then he got caught peeing in the sink, so he got yelled at for that too. it made me feel good :)

today is payday as well! and i've finally picked up my running shoes. so then all i have to do now is study some more math..

yesterday, i rediscovered the great "dead star - in your world" ep by muse, which was amazing!

muse - dead star